..$$ FORGOTTEN, BUT WHY?? $$..

once upon a time,

i was there in your heart and mind.

so much you used to care for me,

problems of mine used to leave you worried,

obviously there was affection of some kind.

BUT now i am FORGOTTEN.

BUT why i am FORGOTTEN??..

In your thoughts i am always lost,

wandering here and there like a ghost,

i'll say thanks to the mirror to

remind me of myself.

Or, i would have FORGOTTEN.

Since i am FORGOTTEN..

BUT why i am FORGOTTEN??..

I always loved you,

never forgot you,

you trusted me and i still trust you.

you used to miss me and i still miss you.

BUT now i am forgotten.

WHY? , WHY? ,WHY?

why i am FORGOTTEN??..

If  you were not in my destiny,

then why it brought us together,

intensified my love further and further

and then i am FORGOTTEN.

tell me

WHY? , WHY? , WHY?

why i am FORGOTTEN??..

You promised 

"Our relation will not be affected by any storm,

we'll preserve it in the same form,

in any case there will be no strife,

this thread will not be cut by any knife"

STILL i am FORGOTTEN.

WHY? , WHY? , WHY?

why i am FORGOTTEN??..

I wonder whether i am guilty of any offense,

never I talked or did any nonsense.

DEAR, it hurts a lot,

when without any reason

you are thrown out of the pot.

tell me,

why i am forgotten,

WHY? , WHY? , WHY?

why i am FORGOTTEN??..

..$$ TO LOVE AGAIN $$..

When i was a kid,

i was scared i could skid,

i saw a girl,

her face was as bright as a pearl.

At six when i couldn't comment,

what is love,

i felt something behind my rib walls

and slowly we became pals.

so loving and caring she was,

usually we used to sit beside,

but her 1st glimpse of the day used to leave me gratified.

Soon i turned into a grownup child,

and that girl broke my heart

and i was left torn apart,

I cried, trembled like a fish outside its hut..

Then i brought a thought in my brain

that i'll never love again...

Days passed as well my feeling for her,

now i was happy to be single,

not at all ready to mingle

But my heart didn't hear a single

and IT FELL IN LOVE AGAIN....

..$$ THAT WAS A DAY AND ONE IS TODAY $$..

THAT WAS A DAY AND ONE IS TODAY,

No one was around me else you

and i used to be happy like a sand-boy.

now with so many pals all around,

i feel like a solitary soul.

Someday, i used to get your love and care,

hours without your SmS were very rare,

now also, i receive SmS but only from customer care.

Someday i used to act as a shutter,

because so much you used to mutter,

now eager are my eardrums to hear you utter..

Someday day used to commence with your good morning

and pause with your good night,

now also it starts and pause on you

BUT its not your besties

your remembrance it is.

THAT WAS A DAY AND ONE IS TODAY...

Someday i always used to smile,

because i was very happy.

and many a times you commented

that i was always contented.

Now also people say I am always glad,

sometimes they also call me mad,

BUT how do they know , i am very sad.

THAT WAS A DAY AND ONE IS TODAY....

Once on my birthday, you were the first one to wish,

this time i know you will miss,

but i know you will wish,

May be that will not reach me to kiss.....

EVERYTHING changed from that day to today,

but unchanged in onething, that is my love.

It's still as much as if not more than that day.

THAT WAS A DAY AND ONE IS TODAY......

..$$ WHOM I MISS $$..

When the train is starting

and the tears are rolling,

When my hand is shaking

and my heart is pumping,

Do you know this??..

YOU ARE THE PERSON WHOM I MISS..

When holidays are coming

and everyone is leaving is leaving,

When i am just calling

to hear you speaking,

do you know this??..

YOU ARE THE PERSON WHOM I MISS..

the fun we made

the joy we had,

the games we played

and the times we shared,

THOSE TIMES WERE THE BEST,

BUT WE LIVE WITHOUT THE REST..

** this poem is contributed by my friend Aranya.

thanks Aranya..                                                       

$$.. ON HER BIRTHDAY ..$$

When she was borned ,

A little angel was sent to hell that day ,

Gratification grazed every body's face ,

Aura of aroma spread all over ,

Weather gone pleasant 'n' divine melody was played ,

'cuz it was a festival to celebrate.

Down poured the sky from his blue turned black face ,
By mistake ,He sent that angel to born as a new ,
'n' of that kind he had very few.
Every body knew , sky needed solace ,
But no body cared 'n' turned their face.
I sympathise with sky on his grief ,
Also give him a note of thanks in brief.

I entreat you god ,
Always keep her contented like a sandboy with heed ,
Confer her my share even if she doesn't need.
Strengthen her arms to face any misery of life ,
But don't ever let any misery to create any strife.
Always help her in accomplishment of what she does dream ,
Don't be with me , I'll n'er scream.
Don't ever bring a moment of grief for her ,
Also confer me her share even it does exceed ,
She is my best friend indeed.

Now also let me celebrate that day ,
'n' wish her ,
A VERY VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY

... WHY I DON'T ..??..

I don't remember her ,
But my loneliness reminds me of her ,
With so many pals alltogether ,i am n'er a solitary soul,
But i am , when she is standing aside ,
Who says she is standing aside !??
Despite being so far , she's always sitting beside,
But if she is always sitting beside ,
Then why don't I REMEMBER her ?

I don't have love and care for her ,
But my heart melt n eyes get wet at her grief ,
IT's goodness of her nature which compells my heart to ,
Her nature is not good at all ,
But better than the nature's nature ,
Who always plays in favour of its creature ,
But then why don't i LOVE her ??

I don't wanna see her ,
But eager are my eyes to have a glimpse of her ,
They'll not find her anywhere ,they know,
They keep searching for her ,though ,
Don't know why my eyes always keep looking for ugly face ,
As ugly as the ANGELS of fairy tales ,
But then why don't i want to SEE her ???

I have a bunch of hatred in my heart for her ,
But it's very ungratefull to hate such a helpfull one ,
She is not at all a helpfull soul ,
But she helped me once to breathe ,more than once ! ,
How can anyone help me to breathe ,
I was breathing on my own ,but she helped me a lot,
But then again ,Why do i HATE her ????

ATTACHMENT

It's a word which people are generally scared of ..they say attachment always hurts ,brings miseries to our life.

Though they know that a coin has two faces but they always see that face which hurts , brings miseries to them.They forget those moments which brought a childish smile on their face ,the moment when they considered this world a beautiful place to live in..

There are people who seldom get attached to anyone and such people are spared by many miseries of life but they never get to see the happiest moment of their life...

I do agree that attachments to anything ,either that be your family member ,your friend ,your love or even your pets 'n' toys may hurt, ,make you face miseries when they are far or not with you but they also must have shown you the happiest moment of your life....

You must have seen a child crying after his toy breaks , it's a misery for him but that's the only toy which would must have made that baby giggle, enjoy 'n' happy..Breaking of toy brings misery but it doesn't mean at all that child should stop playing with toys.....

Now I live in a hostel , thousand miles away from my home , when i return back to hostel after vacations i feel very sad 'n' even cry..IT's a misery for me but that doesn't mean at all that i should stay back in hostel in vacation n never visit home..it hurts while i am returning back but we should try to feel those happy moments when we are to reach our home after vacation begins......

If I'll have to compare life of a person who is attached to something or someone with a person who seldom gets attached to anything..THEN ;

Latter's life is like a metro train which always smoothly runs on its sweet pace with few stoppage in between..BUT former's life is like the TITANIC ship 'n ' may be if things go well then IT'll n'er meet any ICEBERG 'n' THE HEART 'LL GO ON.......

FREEDOM

NO BODY IN THIS WORLD IS FREE.

EVERY BODY KNOWINGLY OR OTHER WAY IS CAPTURED IN A CAGE..
BUT WHAT MATTERS IS ITS SIZE...

..WISH AND PEACE..

I am having a wish in my mind ,
Its not of being some topper kind ,
Neither is the wish to fly with the mighty wind ,
I don't wish of being a senator ,
How can i wish of being an orator ,
But what i really wish is ,
I would have "Peace of Mind".

I don't wish to marry worlds most beautiful girl ,
Neither do i wish of having some pearl ,
I don't wish to sit beside my spouse in my own designed car ,
Wish of making a robot to get the bed tea served is at par ,
But what i really wish is ,
I would have peace of mind..

But do i really wish ??
Heard "Peace 'n' Wish can't be together".
Now , if i wish peace of mind ,
Then , why do i have wish of any kind ??...

Why don't i sway my way.??.

Barefooted i am walking on a way ,
A way with thorny pebbles all around ,
etching my feet in a manner ,
Which i don't know , how to convey,
A beautiful pattern of red was seen ,
It aches , it pinches 'n' it leaves me restless ,
But i don't know ,why don't i sway my way.

Walking non stop with a thought in my brain ,
May be ,i'll be relieved n'er again ,
Perhaps i was on this way cuz i hadn't any other ,
But soon i was able to see another ,
What i could see was a grassy lane ,
May be it'll relieve 'n' 'll not let me feel any pain ,
Doesn't matter ,whether i walk non stop from dusk to dawn ,
But still i don't know why don't i sway my way..

With eyes full of questions , i turn back ,
That red pattern eye to eye staring me ,
surprisingly ,smiled at me with bliss ,
And replied even without being questioned ,
"Its 'cuz' you love this way"...